Looking a week back #1
November 28, 2025
Nothing just looking back past week and putting my thoughts out at 11:35 PM. Will do it every week. Mistakes might be there, didn’t read it back as this is mostly me writing what comes in my mind and there might be few repetitions
The sports contract dynamic
Netflix company culture has this put this best. https://jobs.netflix.com/culture I believe that I was pampered a lot by my the companies.
A vast standard difference in standard exist between a Nepalese company and foreign company, experiencing it and hopefully within a couple of months, I will thrive too. On a scale of initial impact between Timo Werner and Jude Bellingham, I intended to be more Bellingham.
Running is head friendly
Running has been a revelation to me, I can code nonstop ( with breaks here and there from 7 am to 4pm ish time) and then go out to run for 4-5 so km. properly pushing myself.
All that goes away. Normally, without running I feel heavy head after near 5 pm time. After running can do something more for 3-4 more hours.
Slow Late Fridays
Trying to make late Friday's feel slow, sit in a place don’t sleep early. Just enjoy a book/series/etc. But free the brain and write some entry here.
40 y/o child and 41 y/o gran dad
There has always been this proverb in Nepal “40 samma bau le paalxa 40 paxi chhora le”. While my larger family is supportive enough.
If I were to test this out, I can live happily long after sixty years from now.
They love me but I will not test it
In my greater family, there has always been “generational cautionary tales” people who become data to prove this proverb right every fucking generations, so someone else has to outwork them to cover for their stupidity losing hair, losing the late teenage/early adult life in the process.
But c’mon man, who fucking wants yet another “generational cautionary tale” ? Where is the self worth in that.
Philosophy & GeoPolitics
Aftermath of the GenZ movement and a new technology(Artificial Intelligence) forming bubble like dot com has just proved that history repeats and the illusion of power to choose in democracy is too much.
Started consuming philosophical medias around it
Decreasing attention span + social media opinions becoming source of information = “big boom” waiting to happen all over the world one at a time.
GeoPolitics is cooking, just don’t want this place to be active theater
Domain Driven Design
DDD is a break book, done reading 65%, its awesome, Look at the books section to learn about it.
No, you’re not an exception but just a piece on the board
Experienced a moment of brain freeze, and make a silly mistake. Multi tasking sucks. Tried listening to music after a while working, but brain froze.
Did something so ridiculous. “I am not forgiving myself”
Everything else
- Google Meet was also down this week
- Ethiopia volcano is crazy
- Reading heals brain rot